i’m thinkin’ maybe

There’s a pain I can’t ignore
Because Earlier I got to thinkin’ “Maybe I can”
but there’s things you don’t want to deal with
so there in lies the problem
to deny what love is
transforms you to hate.

People are startin’ to worry
that I’ll say good-bye to what I was
now that I feel like this.

I’m talkin’ to him 
and askin’ him “Is this right?” 
but he’s tellin’ me “No”
it don’t suprise me
the answer was there all along.

I’m talkin’ to her
but she don’t know the problem
she don’t know what she’s about.

I don’t wanna say good-bye to yesterday
because it lacks these complications
the things I have to hide
but maybe I can just say it isn’t there
but there in lies the problem…
because it is.

Weird

“You’ll never make me feel the way he does.”
“You chose me first.”
“I didn’t choose you.”
“You wanted me first.”
“I didn’t want you.”
“You’re lying.”
“I was interested. I didn’t want you. I didn’t choose you.”
“You were interested in me first.”
“I didn’t know him then.”
“You would’ve still liked me.”
“I wish I didn’t.”
“No, you don’t.”
“Yes, I do.”
“Why?”
“You’re ruining my relationship.”
“That isn’t my fault.”
“You want it to be.”
“Maybe.”
“That’s cruel.”
“You’re cruel.”
“You can’t honestly think that.”
“I do.”
“I see the way you look at me.”
“You see what you want to see.”
“Maybe I do.”
“You can’t honestly expect me to believe that you have feelings for him.”
“You’ll never make me feel the way he does.”
“So you still have feelings for me?”
“Ones that are dying.”
“You still want me?”
“I never wanted you.”
“You’re still interested in me?”
“I don’t want to be.”
“But you are.”
“Not like I am with him.”
“More or less?”
“Less.”
“Why?”
“You’ll never make me feel the way he does.”
“You’ve said that three times.”
“It’s true.”
“Whatever.”
“I have to go.”
“Whatever.”
“Bye.”
“Later.”

Have you ever?

Have you ever been so in love
that his smile is your lullaby,
his eyes are your night sky,
he overtakes your dreams.

Have you ever been so in love
that he steals your breath
his hair comes in whispers
sweet caresses on your cheek.

Have you ever been so in love
that his laugh is your morning song
sweet melody carried by the wind
hitting your ear in sweet rhythmic tones.

Have you ever been so in love
that he’s the soundtrack of your summer
every song you hear makes you think of him
in everything you write, he has a place.

Have you ever been so in love
that you get butterflies when you see him
even if you just catch a glimpse
see him for a fleeting moment.

Today is the day! Marjorie Book 2 is finally out!

Today is the day! Marjorie Diaz’s Unfortunate Introduction to Ancestral Politics & Foul Play is finally out! You can grab your copy on Amazon. It’s in both paperback, eBook, and it’s even on Kindle Unlimited.

So, get it while it’s hot!

And don’t forget to attend the release party on my Twitch account! Where I’ll be playing video games, doing giveaways, and answering questions about the book series!

RSVP here on Facebook! (Or just drop in and ask some questions).

And as an extra special add on! Anybody who drops by and asks some questions about me or my Marjorie Diaz series will be entered to win a signed paperback copy of any of my books!

So let’s party!

From the official synopsis:

“Marjorie Diaz has been marked for death.

After her relationship with Patrick Watkins ends, Marjorie discovers that everyone in her life has been lying to her. Even her best friend, Lucian Maravalle.

Now, Marjorie is being hunted by a powerful magical family who will stop at nothing to kill her.

Lucian and her family have sworn to protect Marjorie from these nightmarish beasts, but Marjorie isn’t sure she can trust them. They keep secret after secret and, even after Marjorie has begged for them to tell her everything, they continue to keep her in the dark.

Marjorie struggles with her own mortality as she embarks on a futile journey to remain alive and reason with the beings that are hunting her.

She finds out the hard way that humans don’t matter on the other side of the veil. Unless Marjorie has something of use to offer, she’s better off dead.


Book 2 in the Marjorie Diaz Series.

Cover art by Ariel LeAnn of Cat’s Paw Media

CONTENT WARNING: GORE, BODY HORROR, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH

THIS IS AN LGBTQIA+ TITLE WITH A FULL POC CAST “

Get your copy Now! And Stay for the Twitch Release Party Today (April 2) at 3pm!

I’ll be doing giveaways, I’ll announce the winner of the $20 Amazon Gift Card, and I’ll read an excerpt from the book while I’m struggling through playing video games. It’s gonna be great. See you there!

Follow me on Twitch here.

Link to the event page to RSVP.

Only 1 day left to preorder Marjorie Diaz Book 2 and enter my $20 Amazon gift card Giveaway!

The second book in my Marjorie Diaz series is coming out April 2, 2019! You can preorder it on Amazon now!

From the official synopsis:

“Marjorie Diaz has been marked for death.

After her relationship with Patrick Watkins ends, Marjorie discovers that everyone in her life has been lying to her. Even her best friend, Lucian Maravalle.

Now, Marjorie is being hunted by a powerful magical family who will stop at nothing to kill her.

Lucian and her family have sworn to protect Marjorie from these nightmarish beasts, but Marjorie isn’t sure she can trust them. They keep secret after secret and, even after Marjorie has begged for them to tell her everything, they continue to keep her in the dark.

Marjorie struggles with her own mortality as she embarks on a futile journey to remain alive and reason with the beings that are hunting her.

She finds out the hard way that humans don’t matter on the other side of the veil. Unless Marjorie has something of use to offer, she’s better off dead.


Book 2 in the Marjorie Diaz Series.

Cover art by Ariel LeAnn of Cat’s Paw Media

CONTENT WARNING: GORE, BODY HORROR, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH

THIS IS AN LGBTQIA+ TITLE WITH A FULL POC CAST “

Also, if you preorder it before April 2, you’ll be entered into my $20 gift card giveaway!

I’m also doing a release party on my Twitch account in honor of Marjorie and Lucian’s favorite games. Or, well, the games they played in the first book. I’ll be playing Far Cry 5, Overwatch, Bomberman, and maybe Fortnite if I still have it installed.

I’ll also be doing giveaways, I’ll announce the winner of the $20 Amazon Gift Card, and I’ll read an excerpt from the book while I’m struggling through playing video games. It’s gonna be great.

Follow me on Twitch here.

Link to the event page to RSVP.

2 Days Left Until Marjorie Diaz Book 2 + Release Event

The second book in my Marjorie Diaz series is coming out April 2, 2019! You can preorder it on Amazon now!

From the official synopsis:

“Marjorie Diaz has been marked for death.

After her relationship with Patrick Watkins ends, Marjorie discovers that everyone in her life has been lying to her. Even her best friend, Lucian Maravalle.

Now, Marjorie is being hunted by a powerful magical family who will stop at nothing to kill her.

Lucian and her family have sworn to protect Marjorie from these nightmarish beasts, but Marjorie isn’t sure she can trust them. They keep secret after secret and, even after Marjorie has begged for them to tell her everything, they continue to keep her in the dark.

Marjorie struggles with her own mortality as she embarks on a futile journey to remain alive and reason with the beings that are hunting her.

She finds out the hard way that humans don’t matter on the other side of the veil. Unless Marjorie has something of use to offer, she’s better off dead.


Book 2 in the Marjorie Diaz Series.

Cover art by Ariel LeAnn of Cat’s Paw Media

CONTENT WARNING: GORE, BODY HORROR, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH

THIS IS AN LGBTQIA+ TITLE WITH A FULL POC CAST “

Also, if you preorder it before April 2, you’ll be entered into my $20 gift card giveaway!

I’m also doing a release party on my Twitch account in honor of Marjorie and Lucian’s favorite games. Or, well, the games they played in the first book. I’ll be playing Far Cry 5, Overwatch, Bomberman, and maybe Fortnite if I still have it installed.

I’ll also be doing giveaways, I’ll announce the winner of the $20 Amazon Gift Card, and I’ll read an excerpt from the book while I’m struggling through playing video games. It’s gonna be great.

Follow me on Twitch here.

Link to the event page to RSVP.

3 Days Left Until Marjorie Diaz Book 2 + Giveaway

The second book in my Marjorie Diaz series is coming out April 2, 2019! You can preorder it on Amazon now!

From the official synopsis:

“Marjorie Diaz has been marked for death.

After her relationship with Patrick Watkins ends, Marjorie discovers that everyone in her life has been lying to her. Even her best friend, Lucian Maravalle.

Now, Marjorie is being hunted by a powerful magical family who will stop at nothing to kill her.

Lucian and her family have sworn to protect Marjorie from these nightmarish beasts, but Marjorie isn’t sure she can trust them. They keep secret after secret and, even after Marjorie has begged for them to tell her everything, they continue to keep her in the dark.

Marjorie struggles with her own mortality as she embarks on a futile journey to remain alive and reason with the beings that are hunting her.

She finds out the hard way that humans don’t matter on the other side of the veil. Unless Marjorie has something of use to offer, she’s better off dead.


Book 2 in the Marjorie Diaz Series.

Cover art by Ariel LeAnn of Cat’s Paw Media

CONTENT WARNING: GORE, BODY HORROR, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH

THIS IS AN LGBTQIA+ TITLE WITH A FULL POC CAST “

Also, if you preorder it before April 2, you’ll be entered into my $20 gift card giveaway!

I’m also doing a release party on my Twitch account in honor of Marjorie and Lucian’s favorite games. Or, well, the games they played in the first book. I’ll be playing Far Cry 5, Overwatch, Bomberman, and maybe Fortnite if I still have it installed.

I’ll also be doing giveaways, I’ll announce the winner of the $20 Amazon Gift Card, and I’ll read an excerpt from the book while I’m struggling through playing video games. It’s gonna be great.

Follow me on Twitch here.

Link to the event page to RSVP.

Only Four Days Left Until Marjorie Diaz Book 2!

The second book in my Marjorie Diaz series is coming out April 2, 2019! You can preorder it on Amazon now!

From the official synopsis:

“Marjorie Diaz has been marked for death.

After her relationship with Patrick Watkins ends, Marjorie discovers that everyone in her life has been lying to her. Even her best friend, Lucian Maravalle.

Now, Marjorie is being hunted by a powerful magical family who will stop at nothing to kill her.

Lucian and her family have sworn to protect Marjorie from these nightmarish beasts, but Marjorie isn’t sure she can trust them. They keep secret after secret and, even after Marjorie has begged for them to tell her everything, they continue to keep her in the dark.

Marjorie struggles with her own mortality as she embarks on a futile journey to remain alive and reason with the beings that are hunting her.

She finds out the hard way that humans don’t matter on the other side of the veil. Unless Marjorie has something of use to offer, she’s better off dead.


Book 2 in the Marjorie Diaz Series.

Cover art by Ariel LeAnn of Cat’s Paw Media

CONTENT WARNING: GORE, BODY HORROR, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH

THIS IS AN LGBTQIA+ TITLE WITH A FULL POC CAST “

Also, if you preorder it before April 2, you’ll be entered into my $20 gift card giveaway!