My “Decade” in Music

Since I’ve only been using Google Play since 2017 and Spotify wants to act like it doesn’t know me, allow me to show you guys what I’ve been listening to for the past 3 years. Starting with 2017.

My Year in Music 2017

Most played Artists 2017

  1. Mae
  2. Mayday Parade
  3. Panic! At The Disco
  4. CHVRCHES
  5. Carly Rae Jepsen
  6. Demi Lovato
  7. Stephen Sondheim
  8. Jonas Brothers
  9. TV & MOVIE SOUNDTRAX
  10. Taylor Swift
  11. Kesha
  12. Purity Ring
  13. Britney Spears
  14. Halsey
  15. Crazy Ex-Girlfriend Cast
  16. LANY
  17. My Chemical Romance
  18. Melanie Martinez
  19. Lorde
  20. Imagine Dragons
  21. Ke$ha
  22. A Great Big World
  23. Rick Astley
  24. Alan Menken
  25. Kelly Clarkson
  26. Fall Out Boy
  27. All Time Low
  28. Bebe Rexha
  29. Ed Sheeran
  30. Relient K
  31. Selena Gomez
  32. Sam Smith
  33. L’Arc-en-Ciel
  34. Hey Violet
  35. AJR
  36. OneRepublic
  37. Skrillex
  38. Vertical Horizon
  39. One Direction
  40. L’Arc~en~Ciel
  41. Adele
  42. Rachel Bloom
  43. The Griswolds
  44. Transviolet
  45. Rebecca Black
  46. Sam Tinnesz
  47. Ariana Grande
  48. Daughter
  49. Phoebe Bridgers
  50. Astrid S

Most Played Songs 2017

  1. Demi Lovato – Sorry Not Sorry
  2. Mae – The Ocean
  3. CHVRCHES – The Mother We Share
  4. Demi Lovato – Tell Me You Love Me
  5. Kesha – Hunt You Down
  6. Demi Lovato – Sexy Dirty Love
  7. Jeff Williams & Casey Lee Williams – Time to Say Goodbye
  8. Demi Lovato – Games
  9. Melanie Martinez – Soap
  10. Rachel Bloom – Sex With A Stranger (Demo)
  11. A Fine Frenzy – Now Is The Start
  12. Sam Tinnesz – Wolves (feat. Silverberg)
  13. Mayday Parade – Call Me Hopeless, But Not Romantic
  14. Selena Gomez – Kill Em With Kindness
  15. Kelly Clarkson – Never Again
  16. Lorde – Writer In The Dark
  17. The Downtown Fiction – I Just Wanna Run
  18. CHVRCHES – Under The Tide (Single Version)
  19. Rick Astley – Let It Rain
  20. Carly Rae Jepsen – Call Me Maybe
  21. The Griswolds – Hate That I Don’t Hate You
  22. Taylor Swift – This Love
  23. Demi Lovato – Only Forever
  24. A Great Big World – Already Home
  25. Mae – Anything
  26. Krewella – Alive
  27. Eels – Fresh Feeling
  28. Ed Sheeran – Give Me Love
  29. Adele – Set Fire to the Rain
  30. Frederick Knight – I’ve Been Lonely For So Long
  31. CHVRCHES – High Enough To Carry You Over
  32. Taylor Swift – The Way I Loved You
  33. Demi Lovato – Cry Baby
  34. Demi Lovato – Lonely (feat. Lil Wayne)
  35. Demi Lovato – Hitchhiker
  36. Celeste Buckingham – Unpredictable
  37. Miley Cyrus – Malibu
  38. Transviolet – Don’t Put It On Me
  39. Lorde – Perfect Places
  40. Halsey – Is There Somewhere
  41. Scarlett Johansson – Set It All Free
  42. Purity Ring – Crawlersout
  43. Britney Spears – Womanizer
  44. Billie Eilish – hostage
  45. Gym Class Heroes – Cupid’s Chokehold / Breakfast In America (Radio Mix)
  46. John Legend – Love Me Now
  47. AJR – Weak
  48. Kesha – Bastards
  49. Chvrches – Recover
  50. Linkin Park – Bleed It Out

My Year in Music 2018

Most Played Artists 2018

  1. CxGf Cast ▲ 15
  2. Panic! At The Disco ▲ 1
  3. Mayday Parade ▼ 1
  4. Mae ▼ 3
  5. CHVRCHES ▼ 1
  6. Carly Rae Jepsen ▼ 1
  7. Taylor Swift ▲ 3
  8. Demi Lovato ▼ 2
  9. SOUNDTRAX
  10. Jonas Brothers ▼ 2
  11. Stephen Sondheim ▼ 4
  12. Purity Ring
  13. Halsey ▲ 1
  14. Sam Smith ▲ 18
  15. Kesha ▲ 6
  16. Panic! at the Disco
  17. Imagine Dragons ▲ 3
  18. Rachel Platten ▲ 7
  19. MCR ▼ 2
  20. LANY ▼ 4
  21. Lorde ▼ 2
  22. Britney Spears ▼ 9
  23. Bebe Rexha ▲ 5
  24. Kelly Clarkson ▲ 1
  25. Ke$ha ▼ 24
  26. Hey Violet ▲ 8
  27. Relient K ▲ 3
  28. Ed Sheeran ▲ 1
  29. All Time Low ▼ 2
  30. Angelspit
  31. Rick Astley ▼ 8
  32. Alan Menken ▼ 9
  33. A Great Big World ▼ 10
  34. Ella Vos
  35. Smooth Jazz All Stars
  36. Phoebe Bridgers ▲ 13
  37. Lana Del Rey
  38. Vertical Horizon
  39. Anna Kendrick
  40. OneRepublic ▼ 4
  41. Steven Universe
  42. Aly & AJ
  43. One Direction ▼ 4
  44. Fetty Wap
  45. DWNTWN
  46. Rebecca Black ▼ 1
  47. Ariana Grande
  48. Selena Gomez ▼ 17
  49. He Is We
  50. The Griswolds ▼ 7

Most Played Songs 2018

  1. Demi Lovato – Sorry Not Sorry
  2. Death Cab for Cutie – Soul Meets Body
  3. Taylor Swift – Wildest Dreams
  4. Taylor Swift – I Wish You Would
  5. Taylor Swift – All You Had To Do Was Stay
  6. Nicky Jam – El Amante
  7. Crazy Ex-Girlfriend Cast – It Was a Shit Show (feat. Santino Fontana)
  8. Taylor Swift – Welcome To New York
  9. Loren Allred – Never Enough (Reprise)
  10. Lana Del Rey – Dark Paradise
  11. Sam Smith – One Day At A Time
  12. Jonas Brothers – Pom Poms
  13. Bebe Rexha – That’s It (feat. Gucci Mane & 2 Chainz)
  14. Emily Blunt – Moments in the Woods
  15. Sleeping At Last – Total Eclipse of the Heart
  16. Sia – The Greatest (feat. Kendrick Lamar)
  17. Bebe Rexha – I Don’t Wanna Grow Up
  18. Alan Menken – The Ends Of The Earth
  19. Taylor Swift – This Love
  20. Rachel Platten – Loose Ends
  21. Halsey – Hold Me Down
  22. Lorde – Sober
  23. Phoebe Ryan – Forgetting All About You (feat. Blackbear)
  24. Rebecca Black – Heart Full of Scars
  25. Angelspit – I, Weapon
  26. Keri Hilson – Pretty Girl Rock
  27. Purity Ring – Obedear
  28. Demi Lovato – Lonely (feat. Lil Wayne)
  29. Bo Burnham – Repeat Stuff
  30. Carly Rae Jepsen, Owl City – Good Time
  31. Lorde – Homemade Dynamite
  32. Crazy Ex-Girlfriend Cast – Love Kernels (feat. Rachel Bloom)
  33. Hailee Steinfeld – Starving (feat. Zedd)
  34. Rachel Platten – Fight Song
  35. Mae – Night/Day
  36. Gym Class Heroes – The Fighter (feat. Ryan Tedder)
  37. Bridgit Mendler – My Song For You (from “Good Luck Charlie”)
  38. Rascal Flatts – Easy (feat. Natasha Bedingfield)
  39. Amy Adams – Happy Working Song (From “Enchanted”/Soundtrack Version)
  40. My Chemical Romance – Blood (Hidden Track)
  41. Transviolet – The Hamptons
  42. Bea Miller – yes girl
  43. Jenny & Tyler – Song For You
  44. Hey Violet – This Is Me Breaking Up With You
  45. Crazy Ex-Girlfriend Cast – I Love My Daughter (But Not In A Creepy Way) (feat. Pete Gardner)
  46. MIKA – Grace Kelly
  47. All Get Out – The Season
  48. CHVRCHES – Miracle
  49. Carly Rae Jepsen – Call Me Maybe
  50. Loren Allred – Never Enough

My Year in Music 2019

Most Played Artists 2019

  1. Panic! At The Disco ▲ 1
  2. Jonas Brothers ▲ 8
  3. Mayday Parade
  4. Taylor Swift ▲ 3
  5. CHVRCHES
  6. Hey Violet ▲ 20
  7. Halsey ▲ 6
  8. Mae ▼ 4
  9. Juice WRLD
  10. Carly Rae Jepsen ▼ 4
  11. Stephen Sondheim
  12. Sam Smith ▲ 2
  13. Ariana Grande ▲ 34
  14. Purity Ring ▼ 2
  15. Imagine Dragons ▼ 2
  16. SOUNDTRAX ▼ 7
  17. Doris Day
  18. Steven Universe ▲ 23
  19. MCR
  20. LANY
  21. Angelspit ▲ 9
  22. Janelle Monáe
  23. Britney Spears ▼ 1
  24. Alan Menken ▲ 8
  25. Rachel Platten ▼ 7
  26. Hayley Kiyoko
  27. Vertical Horizon ▲ 11
  28. Lorde
  29. Phoebe Bridgers ▲ 7
  30. All Time Low ▲ 1
  31. Rick Astley
  32. Post Malone
  33. Queen
  34. Blackway
  35. Nicki Minaj
  36. Lana Del Rey ▲ 1
  37. Duckwrth
  38. Bebe Rexha ▼ 15
  39. Kesha ▼ 24
  40. Jazz All Stars ▼ 5
  41. CxGf Cast ▼ 40
  42. A Great Big World ▼ 9
  43. Kelly Clarkson ▼ 19
  44. Ed Sheeran ▼ 16
  45. DNCE
  46. Ella Vos ▼ 12
  47. Alessia Cara
  48. Thutmose
  49. Lil Wayne
  50. Beau Young Prince

Most Played Artists 2019

  1. Panic! At The Disco – High Hopes
  2. Blackway – What’s Up Danger
  3. Duckwrth – Start a Riot
  4. Nicki Minaj – Familia (Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse) (feat. Bantu)
  5. Taylor Swift – New Romantics
  6. Panic! At The Disco – (Fuck A) Silver Lining
  7. Thutmose – Memories
  8. Beau Young Prince – Let Go
  9. Ski Mask The Slump God – Save The Day (feat. Coi Leray & LouGotCash)
  10. Juice WRLD – Hide (feat. Seezyn)
  11. Aminé – Invincible
  12. Panic! At The Disco – Hey Look Ma, I Made It
  13. Panic! At The Disco – The Overpass
  14. Panic! At The Disco – Roaring 20s
  15. Vince Staples – Home
  16. DJ Khalil – Elevate (feat. Denzel Curry, YBN Cordae, SwaVay & Trevor Rich)
  17. Lil Wayne – Scared of the Dark (feat. XXXTENTACION)
  18. Panic! At The Disco – Old Fashioned
  19. Panic! At The Disco – Say Amen (Saturday Night)
  20. Halsey – Colors
  21. Post Malone – Sunflower (Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse)
  22. Jaden Smith – Way Up
  23. Taylor Swift – You Are In Love
  24. Halsey – New Americana
  25. Panic! At The Disco – One Of The Drunks
  26. Panic! At The Disco – Dancing’s Not A Crime
  27. Panic! At The Disco – King Of The Clouds
  28. Jonas Brothers – Sucker
  29. Panic! At The Disco – Emperor’s New Clothes
  30. Panic! At The Disco – LA Devotee
  31. Jonas Brothers – Cool
  32. Panic! At The Disco – Impossible Year
  33. Panic! At The Disco – Victorious
  34. Snakehips – All My Friends (feat. Tinashe & Chance the Rapper)
  35. Panic! At The Disco – Golden Days
  36. Hey Violet – Break My Heart
  37. Panic! At The Disco – Hallelujah
  38. Panic! At The Disco – Dying In LA
  39. Jonas Brothers – Only Human
  40. Panic! At The Disco – Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time
  41. Jonas Brothers – Every Single Time
  42. Jonas Brothers – Used To Be
  43. Jonas Brothers – I Believe
  44. Camila Cabello – Never Be the Same (Radio Edit)
  45. Panic! At The Disco – The Good, The Bad And The Dirty
  46. Panic! At The Disco – House Of Memories
  47. Jonas Brothers – Comeback
  48. Jonas Brothers – Happy When I’m Sad
  49. Jonas Brothers – Love Her
  50. Jonas Brothers – Don’t Throw it Away

miracles

I’m standing here
bathed in the light from the hallway
still waiting for you to come back
to say thank you
to love me again like you used to
but deep down I know you’re never coming back
because you’re angry and I’m angry too
because I hate you and you hate me too
because there’s nothing we could’ve done
but just waited for each other
and you’ve moved on
but I’m still stuck here
like a ghost
loving you
and you’re out there searching for other things
and still missing the point
of someone so devoted they would stand here
door open, hands at their sides
waiting for a miracle
but maybe miracles don’t exist
outside of fairy tales. 

About Me Hard Mode

Hi, my name is: Desdemona Wren
When I’m nervous I: Talk a lot.
Last night I: Watching YOU.

PART 1: YOU
Were you a planned baby?
No.
Were you the first?
No.

PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY
Do you have low self esteem?
Sometimes.
Are you happy right now? 
Mostly just tired and stressed.

PART 3: APPEARANCE
Are you comfortable with the way you look?
Most of the time.
Describe your hair:
Medium length. Curly. Auburn.

PART 4: RANDOM 
Ever been kicked out of a bar?
Nope.

PART 5: THE OUTDOORS 
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?

Both.
How’s the weather?
It’s California. So.
Do you like walking in the rain?
It’s California. So.
Do you like thunderstorms?
What is that?

PART 6: FOOD 
Are you a vegetarian?
No.
Anything you absolutely could eat forever?
Salad.
What is your favourite dessert?
Macarons.

PART 7: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE
Do you want to get married?
I am married.
Been married before? 
Yes
Are you truly in love? 
Yes

PART 8: RANDOM QUESTIONS
Where is your cell phone? 
Right by my hand.
Cheesecake?
Cheese?
Your dream last night?
It involved some sexual deviancy, a spork, exactly 95 crayons, a trained rhino, a failed clown convention and a wild tale of blood, beer, and Batman.
Your favourite drink?
Water.
Where did you grow up?
South Carolina.
Tattoos? 
Yep.
Ketchup? 
Ew.
Your computer?
Garrus.
Your life? 
I’m just getting started.
What are you thinking about right now?
Being tired.
Favourite colour(s)? 
Pink.
When is the last time you laughed? 
Today. Probably like an hour ago.
Last received call? 
JOSE.

Part 9: LIFE 
What friend knows the most about you? 
Probably Ryleigh or Santiago.
Who do you blame for your mood today? 
Jose.
What should we do with stupid people?
Not let them elect a Cheeto president. OH, WAIT.
What is making you sad right now?
Being overworked.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
Cried.
Last person you went out to dinner with?
Santiago.
Do you drink lots of water?
Yes.
How do you vent your anger/sad?
Video games.
What theme does your room have? 
Cluttered.
Are you a mama’s child or a daddy’s child?
Dad.
The last website you visited?
WordPress.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My cat probably.
Last person you went to the movies with?
Myself.
What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year? 
Idk.
Is anything alive in your room?
Yes.
Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
For once, forward.
What are you looking forward to right now?
Sleeping.

Part 10: IF YOU HAD TO 
If you HAD to dye your hair a colour what colour would it be? 
Pastel pink.
If you HAD to get a piercing (not ears) what would you get?
Smiley.

Tagged: About Me

Part 1: Complete the sentence

1. My favorite subject is MILLENNIALS.

2. If I were a teacher, I’d teach ENGLISH or SOCIAL MEDIA MARKETING.

3. The subject that I don’t get is BABY BOOMERS.

4. Of all my accomplishments, I am proudest of being able to GET OUT OF DODGE.

5. 5 years from now, I would like to BE HAPPY.

6. If I could live another life, I would be a DRAG QUEEN.

7. I was once mistaken for my SISTER.

8. The best thing I ever got for free was a TACO.

9. My favorite show is CRAZY EX-GIRLFRIEND.

10. One night I wanted to last forever was I DUNNO.

Part 2: Complete the equation

Chi + Computer = Conference on Human Factors in Computing Systems

Chi + chocolate = Chai Chocolate

music + study = Music theory

romance + comedy = Romantic Comedy

boy + glasses = Nerd

Part 3: Enumeration

Top 3 Places you’d like to go on for vacation:

  1. Hawaii
  2. Spain
  3. Italy

Top 3 Gifts you’d like to receive:

  1. Unlimited First Class Plane Tickets
  2. A House
  3. A Maid

Top 3 Foods you would wanna eat forever:

  1. Pork noodles
  2. Salad
  3. Oysters

Top 3 Things you’ll do when you aced all your grades:

  1. I’m literally a college grad so
  2. Mostly just slept afterwards
  3. Then got a job/started my career

I’m WEAK

1. Real name: [REDACTED]
2. Nickname: Desdemona, Des, Dessy
3. Favorite color: Amaranth
4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary school: Too many
6. Middle school: Homeschooled
7. High school: Too many
8. College: Ye
9. Hair color: Red
10. Tall or short: Tall.
11. Sweats or jeans: Jeggings
12. Phone or camera: Phone
13. Health freak: I just ate a zebra cake, so
14. Orange or apple: Neither
15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
16. Guy friends or girl friends: Yes
17. Piercings: Yes
18. Pepsi or coke: Snapple
19. Have you been in an airplane: Yes
20. Have you been in a relationship: Yes
21. Have you been in a car accident: Yes
22. Have you been in a fist fight: Yes
23. First piercing: Ears
24. Best Friend: Meself
25. First award: Advancement in Science
26. First crush: Scar from The Lion King
27. First word: Mickey Mouse
28. Any talent: Yes
29. Last person you talked to: Boyfriend
30. Last person you texted: Best friend
31. Last person you watched a movie with: Boyfriend (It was Avengers: Endgame)
32. Last thing you ate: a cara cara orange
33. Last movie/ TV show you watched: Lucifer and Endgame
34. Last song you listened to: Look Back at It – A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie
35. Last thing you bought: Chick-fil-a
36. Last person you hugged: Boyfriend

Favorite:
37. Food: Pork noodles
38. Drink: Water
39. Bottoms: Leggings
40. Flower: Anything fragrant (Azaleas are amazing)
41. Animal: Deer
42. Color: Amaranth // Folly
43. Movie: Me
44. Subject: PHYSICS

Have you ever?
45. [x] fallen in love with someone
46. [x] celebrated Halloween
47. [x] Had your heart broken
48. [x] went over the minutes/ texts on your phone
49. [x] had someone like you
50. [x] hated the way someone changed
51. [?] got pg
52. [ ] had an abortion
53. [x] did something you regret
54. [x] broken a promise
55. [x] hid a secret
56. [x] pretended to be happy
57. [x] met someone who has changed to your life
58. [x] pretended to be sick
59. [x] left the country
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing
62. [x] ran a mile
63. [x] gone to the beach with your best friend
64. [x] gotten into an argument with your friends
65. [x] disliked someone
66. [x] stayed single for two years since the first time you had a bf/gf or been single forever

Currently:
67. Eating: Nothing now
68. Drinking: Nothing
69. Listening to: Look Back at It – A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie
70. Sitting or laying: Sitting
71. Plans for today: I should write but I’m probably gonna clean/read fanfiction
72. Waiting for: My food
73. Want kids: Yeah, actually.
74. Want to get married: I do.
75. Want to travel: Yes.

What do you look for in a partner?
76. Lips or eyes: Personality
77. Shorter or taller: Same height
78. Younger or older: Same age
79. Romantic or spontaneous: Logical
80. Trouble-maker or hesitant: Intelligent
81. Hook up or relationship: Meh
82. Looks or personality: Both (My man has got it all, thanks)

Have you ever:
83. Lost glasses: Yes
84. Snuck out of the house: Yes
85. Held a gun/ knife in self defense: Yes
86. Killed somebody: lol only in my books
87. Broken someone’s heart: Yes
88. Been in love: Yes
89. Cried when someone died: Yes

Do you believe in:
90. Yourself: Yes
91. Miracles: I want to
92. Love at first sight: Love isn’t something that happens in an instant. 
93. Heaven: I want to
94. Santa clause: No
95. Aliens: Yes  (Can I have a drell husband now, please?)
96. Ghosts/Angels: Yeah

Truthfully?
97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now: Sure.
98. Do you know who your real friends are: I think I have a good idea
99. Do you believe in God: I want to

100 Useless Facts

NAME?  
Desdemona

AGE?  
20-ish

FAVORITE FRUIT?
CHERRIES

FAVORITE WAY TO DO YOUR HAIR?
NATURAL

WOULD YOU EVER GET TINTED WINDOWS SO YOU COULD PICK YOUR NOSE WITHOUT PEOPLE SEEING YOU?
NO

ARE YOU SINGLE OR TAKEN?
YES

CAN YOU DRIVE? IIF SO WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU HAVE?
Yes

DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE REAL MEANING ?
Wat

ARE YOU SAD ABOUT MICHAEL JACKSON’S DEATH?  
Yes

ARE YOU A MYSPACE WHORE?
Wat

WHICH ONE OF YOUR  FRIENDS DO YOU THINK WOULD MAKE A GOOD PROSTITUTE?
#MeMyselfAndI

DO YOU GO ON YOUTUBE?
Yes

WOULD YOU SWIM THE OCEAN FOR KELSEY?
Who the fuck is Kelsey?

CAN YOU APPLY MASCARA WITH YOUR MOUTH CLOSED?  
Yes

WOULD YOU LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT MAKEUP ON?
YEAH BRUH

WHAT TIME DO YOU USUALLY GO TO BED?
No

WOULD YOU EVER GET A TATTOO?
I have 2

HAVE YOU EVER CUT SOMEONE ELSE’S HAIR?
Yes

WHAT SONG DESCRIBES YOUR LIFE THE MOST?
Here – Alessia Cara

WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
I Come With Knives – IAMX

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO ACCOMPLISH BEFORE YOU DIE?
I will write a book series

ARE YOU AFRAID OF DEATH?

WHAT KIND OF CAMERA DO YOU HAVE?
A Canon DSLR

WHAT’S THE HIGHEST NUMBER YOU’VE EVER COUNTED TO?
9124

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LEARNED HOW TO SPELL YOUR LAST NAME?
3

FIVE FAVORITE MOVIES?
Star Wars I-VIII.  Oops, that’s 7

WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE SHOW?
Crazy Ex-Girlfriend & Mr. Robot & Star Vs. the Forces of Evil

IF YOU COULD GO ON ONE DATE WITH A CELEBRITY, WHO WOULD IT BE?
Rachel Bloom

DO YOU HAVE A CELEBRITY CRUSH?
Rachel Bloom

WHAT’S YOUR RELATIONSHIP STATUS?
Any

WHAT ARE THREE WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART?
Not be a moron

BIGGEST TURN OFFS?
Ignorance

THREE THINGS YOU WOULDN’T TOLERATE IN A RELATIONSHIP?
1. Not liking children
2. Not reading 
3. Having a closed mind

BIGGEST TURN ON ABOUT GUYS?
No

HAVE YOU EVER PASSED OUT ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR?
Thankfully, no

ARE YOU MADE FUN OF A LOT?
No one would dare

DO YOU LIKE CUDDLING?
How about you don’t fucking touch me?

DO YOU KISS ON THE FIRST DATE?
No

SOME RANDOM GIRL JUST COMES UP TO YOU AND SAYS, “who the hell are you”? WHAT DO YOU SAY BACK?
“I WANT TO POOP HERE”.

LAST PERSON TO SEE YOU CRY?
Someone who decided I wasn’t worth being around

WHO/WHAT MADE YOU CRY?  

ARE MOST OF YOUR FRIENDS GIRLS OR GUYS?
No

DO YOU LIKE MYSTERIOUS GUYS OR OPEN GUYS?
No

WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
Blue

WHAT COLOR BRA ARE YOU WEARING?
No

DO YOU WORRY ABOUT THE SIZE OF YOUR BOOBS?
I would like to go down a few cup sizes.  But for now they’re the perfect size for my body.

ARE YOU THE TYPICAL GIRL WHO’S ADDICTED TO GOSSIP?
Neeeh.

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE GIRLY MAGAZINES?
The ones with all the cute clothes.

ARE YOU A GIRLY-GIRL, A TOMBOY, OR IN THE MIDDLE?
I’m mostly just fucker who looks like this:

image

DO YOU KNOW ANYONE WHO’S LOST THEIR VIRGINITY?
Is this like? What is this?

ARE YOU LONELY RIGHT NOW?
I’m never alone

LAST KISS?
Don’t remember

WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU WERE GROWING UP?
Vet

WHEN DID YOU FIRST START FEELING OLDER?
No

LAST PERSON TO SAY THEY LOVED YOU?
I dunno

WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
Working

WHAT COLOR SHIRT DO YOU HAVE ON NOW?
Blue

WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 2AM LAST NIGHT?
Working

WHERE’S YOUR FAVORITE HANGOUT?
My apartment

THREE BOOKS YOU WOULD READ FOREVER?

THREE CHARACTERISTICS REQUIRED TO BE A SUCCESSFUL DES?
1. Literally do not give a fuck.
2. Be a TOTAL BITCH to everyone you meet
3. Treating your cats like your own children

WHAT’S YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
Computer

WHO IS YOUR MOST RECENT EX?
Dis bitch

HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?
Yes

SMOKE CIGARETTES?
Meh

SMOKE WEED?
420 YOLO SWAG

DO ANY HARD DRUGS?
4. Be addicted to drugs

BELIEVE IN GOD/ BELONG TO A RELIGION OF YOUR OWN FREE WILL?
No

KEEP YOUR FAITH (RELIGIOUS) NO MATTER WHAT?
No

DO YOU KNOW THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS?
Isn’t it like…Kirk Cameron or something?

GO VEGETARIAN FOR A MONTH TO SEE WHAT IT WAS LIKE?
I did that for 10 years.  I’m good

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?

PUT UP WITH FRIENDS WHO CONSTANTLY HATED AGAINST SOMETHING YOU BELIEVED IN/ SUPPORTED?
Yes.

ARE YOU QUIET ABOUT YOUR SOCIAL LIFE WITH YOUR FAMILY?
My family ain’t even know I gay af

HOW OLD WILL YOU BE IN TEN MONTHS?
Too old

DO YOU THINK YOU’LL BE MARRIED BY THEN?
Dude idk what’s gonna happen in the next 10 months, damn

WHAT WILL YOU NAME YOUR SON/ DAUGHTER?
I won’t name them anything cause they wont exist
But Zander and Francesca if it ever happens on accident.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU COULDN’T TAKE YOUR EYES OFF OF?

Some dude in Berkeley with a homophobic sign

And Again

WHATS YOURS?

Age: 20-ish

Birthday: Yes

Relationship status: Yes

Biggest fear: Yes

Dream Job: Me

Dream Car: One that drives itself

Dream Home: Anywhere

FAVOURITE?

Artist: An artist

Movie: A movie

Song: High Hopes rn

TV series: Crazy Ex-Girlfriend

Animal: Deer

Book: So Yesterday

Color : Amaranth

THIS OR THAT?

Twitter or facebook: Twitter

Snapchat or Instagram: Twitter

Pandora or Youtube: Twitter

Coke or Pepsi: La Croix

Tea or Coffee: Tea

Tacos or Pizza: Pork noodles

Winter or summer: Summer

WOULD YOU EVER?

Get married: Yes

Have Kids: 

Swim with sharks: Yes.

Daredevil Stunts: Yes.

Jump out of a Helicopter: If I had to.

I am probably addicted to these things

Name: Desdemona

Nickname: Des, Dez, D, Mona

Soph
star Sign: Leo

Gender: Female

Height: 175.5cm

Sexual orientation: Pansexual, Polyamorus, Queer

Favourite colour: Amaranth

Time right now: 2:03am

Current location: West Coast, USA

Hours of sleep: 7

Lucky number: 42, 7, 77

Last thing i googled: Tiffany infinity bracelet

Number of blankets I sleep under: 2

favourite fictional characters: Fam

Favourite book: FAAAAAAAAAAAM

Favourite artists/bands: Panic! At the Disco

Dream job: Me

I’m wearing: Pajamas

Random fact: lol

When did you create your blog?: Uh

Do you have any other blogs?: Yeah

When did your blog reach it’s peak?: idek

Who is your most active?: no one

What made you decide to get a blog?:

Do you get asks on a daily basis?: No.  

Why did you choose your URL?: Because I am Desdemona Wren

Doctor Who Survey

Your favourite…

1. Doctor:   10 or 13

2. Companion:   Rose or Donna or Martha or Amy

3. Season:   Idek

4. Other character appearing in 3 or more episodes:   Jack

5. Other character appearing in fewer than 3 episodes:   Jackie??

5. Villains:   The Master, Cassandra

6. Alien(s):   Daleks, Slitheen, Cat nurses

7. Episodes:   Rose, Human Nature, The Fires of Pompeii

8. Special:   10th Doctor Christmas Special

9. Season finale:   Journey’s End

10. Romance:   Ten/Rose

11. Friendship:   Donna/Ten

12. Female character:   Martha, Donna

13. Male character:   Jack

14. History episode:   The Unicorn and the Wasp

15. Soundtrack:   Season 2

16. Relative of a companion:   Martha’s mom!

17. Two-part story:   The Empty Child/The Doctor Dances

18. Character theme song:   Rose

19. Doctor’s theme:   9

20. Fan video:   I don’t look at those, actually

Which do you prefer?

21. Russel T. Davies’ or Steven Moffat’s era:   RTD

22. Scary episodes or other episodes:   Both

23. Rose with 9 or Rose with 10:   10

24. Dark or funny side of The Doctor:   Both!

25. 9’s jacket or 10’s coat:   10’s coat

26. 10’s shoes or 11’s bowtie:   10’s shoes

27. 10’s Tardis or 11’s Tardis:   11’s Tardis

28. Jack Harkness or River Song:   Jack!

29. Old or new series:   New

30. Amy or Rory:   I can’t choose! But if I had to, Rory

31. Just the companion or more people in The Tardis:   Everyone in the TARDIS please

Random section

32. Would you rather be thrown into another time by The Weeping Angels or live in a house with The Silence?:   …I mean, it’s not like I’d remember The Silence…

33. Who would you like to see as The Doctor?:   Lmao Rachel Bloom.

34. Any thoughts on Thirteen/her actor yet?:   L O V E.

35. Do you own any Doctor Who (related) merchandise?:   Nope.

36. If you had to marry a character from the series who would it be?:   Probably Martha or Jack.

37. What was the first episode you saw?:   Something with the fifth doctor in it.

38. If you could switch companions and Doctors who would you pair up?:   13 and Rose.

39. Which episode made you cry the most?:   Doomsday.

40. How did you discover the series?:   Internet.

41. If you could travel with the Doctor where would you go first?:   To the future.

42. Which character has the most style?:   Jack, obv.

43. Which character’s wardrobe would you steal?:   Bill’s.

44. Which episode made you the most confused?:   Everything from 11 on.

45. Were you more shocked by the reveal of River Song’s identity or The Face of Boe’s identity?:   The Face of Boe, yeah. River Song, no.

46. Did you fall in love with the series right away or did it take time?:   It took time.

47. Which episode is the scariest?:   Fuckin World War II kid one.

48. Which episode is the coolest?:   Probably that one where The Doctor and Amy and Rory all get stuck in that creepy Hotel.

49. Which companion’s departure was the saddest?:   Rose.

50. If you had a TARDIS would you travel more in time or in space?:   Time!

Poetry: Mediocrity

There is no escape from mediocrity 
Look around, see the world for what it is
It’s eroded, broken, filled with doubt
Yet, there is always someone there
in the distance, smiling
But, in the end it’s empty; Absolute.
nothingness

Look! Look and see
Time it ebbs and it flows
And history is just a repeat of a repeat of a repeat
Regardless of knowledge, regardless of intellect 
The pattern goes, goesgoes
forever.

It’s never-ending,
time 
Is a never-ending thing
but you
Are not infinite
In ignorance, this is an absolute
forgotten
By the passage of time
Where we believe ourselves immortal
immune
                     &
unbreakable.

But see
We; you & me, are nothing more than
specks 
Us; we, are less than insignificant
less than nothing.

There are no marks, 
No legacies left
        to leave behind 
And yet
Life continues on
Its ignorance unopposed
And there are people still glad,
Still happy every single day to be 
What they consider:
 alive.

Are they; them & I living the same life
Are we part of the same existence?
Because all life does to me
Is it makes me feel as though I have failed
That, instead of being unborn, 
Instead of being nothing
I have been made to live
    & suffer
a life of mediocrity

I am not resigned to pretending
That there is something more than this
More than looking up and realizing
One day I will die
and leave behind nothing.
No matter how much I live
No matter how much time I am allotted 
by life, by god, by powers beyond comprehension
I; me & myself
Am no more, than insignificant.